IUI#4 Another sad day :(

After talking DW into not sitting this cycle out...the clinic left me a voicemail saying that my Dr is canceling the cycle as he does not feel that it's a good one. He is upping my femera to 5mg day 3-7 and I am to take Provera for 7 days to bring on my period. 
I suspected that this cycle was a bust as my follicles were not growing at the usual pace. However today was CD12 and I had 1 at 14mm but one on the other side that was 15mm then 14 and not growing. Typically we insem on day 14 or 15. Boo 6 days in a row of clinic visits to be stabbed and violated and all I got to show for it are bruised arms :(
Guess the chemical pregnancy messed with my system and I'm sure all the stress I've been under didn't help either. We were initially going to sit March out to avoid a Christmas baby but DW wants to go for it surprisingly. Maybe it's cause I sobbed to her in the kitchen about wanting a baby in my belly! So we'll see! We are most likely out in April as we're gonna be on a much needed vaycay but we're obviously hoping that we wouldn't need an April cycle anyway! Let our TWW for my period begin. 

Results are in...

Results are in...my levels went down. We are loosing our little bean. Less than 4 weeks along :( Our hearts are beyond broken.

Pregnancy test

Today we went off to the clinic for our pregnancy blood work together this time! And we were together when the nurse called too. Finally she called and said the words we had been longing to hear "Your test results today were positive" OMG we cried and hugged and danced around the kitchen. Then I asked her what the levels were and she said "8.5 and 5 is considered pregnant" after that my heart sank. I knew that number sounded really low and that it was just over the minimum. I googled and it didn't seem promising. But for that moment I was pregnant and we were having a baby. I'm have to go back to the clinic in two days to see if my levels rise. Fingers and toes crossed